Thursday, May 04, 2006
Long absence. not much to say but oh well...just blog ba. not much psycho crap to crap about but 1 thing is i realised how good i have it. all the things i have are just too good. life is too good for me. i don't deserve all these things that i have, all the things that make my life worth it. actually i have no direction what-so-ever. its like my life is just BLANK. the pages of my life is all blank. totally blank. so now i've decided to paint a rosy picture and try to work towards that. i can be all that i ever wanted and all that i ever dreamed of if I don't let other's opnions and comments get to me. i can fulfill all my expectations that are somewhat realistic. i CAN do it. hopefully anyway. okay im talking crap. all of a sudden, i realised how much i have and how muc better off i am than some people. people who think they have it bad, too bad for you cause the world doesn't revolve around you, you know. and you are not the center of the universe.
oh by the way, my blog is pretty insultive cause MOST of my posts are flaming people discreetly. try to work it out. okay but the choir one wasn't directed at ruimin. i was trying to get you guys to kinda stop believeing that i can go for track comps and do relatively well. no way. cause 1) my knee utterly kills me after about 600-700m. 2) i haven't trained in a long time and there's no way i can survive 3.2km or anything 3) i never said i was good at track. read the previvious post ok? 4) all of the above.
i'm sorry if i disappointed you guys or something. jiayou for your future endeavours. =D
*disclaimer*
i didn't not intend to flame anyone with this post but if you think i did, you are WRONG. totally wrong.
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